St Genesius

 

 

Holy St Genesius,
martyr for Christ,
by the grace of the Holy Spirit
through your acting
you came to discover
the truth of the Christian faith.
In your first profession of that faith
you were baptized through the shedding
of your blood,
offering your life for the praise and glory
of our Lord Jesus Christ.
Pray for those who dedicate their lives
to the theatrical and cinematic arts.
Like you may they find the presence
of the Lord in their work
and generously open their hearts
to his teaching,
living it in the midst of the challenges
and demands of their calling.
In this novena, I remember most especially…., commending him/her to your care.

Let us pray:
Eternal Father, in your love you call all men and women to come to know you and to share in your divine life. Through the intercession of your martyr, Genesius, who responded so generously to the grace of conversion, grant that the same grace may be given to those who as yet do not know you, and may be renewed in those who do. We ask this through Christ our Lord.

Amen.

 

 

 

 

 

 

I've sinned

Dear God,

 

I suck.

 I know you've given me the holy spirit to resist temptation but I had the crave to carry on. I knew you was watching me, I knew I was  hurting you but yet I carried on. Lord the sad thing is that I don't feel guilty about it but I know what I did was very wrong. 'It's human' I always hear but it's wrong. Lord I beg for forgiveness and have mercy and to help me to repent and to flee from temptation.

My greatest wish

Dear God, 

My mind is all over the place, my heart aches. You are so beautiful, everything you do, everything you say, what you are and who you are, it makes me cry. So many tears run down like the waterfalls but I want to be mighty as mount Everest. My soul is dragging in this gloomy world. 

In my own beautiful way...wishing to be no longer to be here- not suicidal. I can't wait to see you, to feel you. What I am saying? I All ready feel you, I feel the fire of the holy spirit burning but my human flesh fall into temptation taking that fire out and that's when I cry because I know you're hurt. I hurt you.   

God, if it's your Will to take my life, take it. I can never or ever do it on my own, though Lord, I'm not ready.  Help me  to purify my soul, burn the evil within me and not to  be afraid of death.

          Amen.